Thursday, May 11, 2006
Hey there pretty/handsome (:
I've a huge smile plastered on my face right now. No prizes for guessing, MY EXAMS ARE OVER. (: And since no one asked me out to celebrate this joyous occasion, kelvin and russell were there to spend this oh-so-happy day with me, and we had the greatest time ever. If you're really free, read on and share the laughters we had, enjoy..
I met Kelvin first outside small mac, and we talked about our little surprise we had for Russell while we anticipated his arrival and his surprise for us. Lo and Behold, he came with a stubble, a nucleated stubby stubble. (: That was his surprise, haha, and he was so insecured over it! Actually, i thought it looked quite good, it's just that i was not used to the sight of Russell having a goatee. Anyway, he was so anxious about the surprise, wait till he finds out. (:
So we decided on Billy Bombers after eliminating Soup restaurant and jack's place, and upon reaching century square, the escalators were switched off. Our stridding begun, losing calories before our big feast. We started our talk when we were happily seated, consisting of Betty, my dear unproportionally obese bunny plush whom i love with all my heart, the service there (:, and Rusty, Russell's thin but not-so-thin penguin plush, Kelvin's never-ending list of holidays (damn that got me jealous), the fact that my exams are over (x10,000000). Russell ate a rotijohn-looking thing, Kelvin, chicken if was not wrong and i had seafood pasta. (: They had lovely milkshakes, that reminds me, Russell was interested in working at New Zealand Natural so he can 'kop' the icecream there, so i was making fun of him that his stubble might fall into the icecream. Vanilla into cookies and cream, mint into chocolate chip mint. (: haha, me and my vast imagination. Oh well, we had a blast chatting about everything and then we played truth or dare with a book Russell bought from australia, (: it was so funny. I asked him to choose a number, he chose 7, and i picked dare for him (obviously) and HAHAHA, his dare was to pretend to be a lost puppy and to convice Kelvin to bring him home. And he really whimpered, with that look on his face, together with his stubble, it was hysterical. (: If only we caught that on tape, man, never mind, it'ld take pretty long for us to forget that scenario. haha, and it was Kelvin's turn, he picked 18 (our favourite numbers, because our birthday dates are on the 18th! (:), and i picked dare once more, but it was boring so i picked another one, and he had to be a robot and pretend to have a short circuit, and he supposedly promised us that he'ld do it infront of the ticketing counter later on. And finally (drum rolls please...) it was time.
I made my way out of Billy Bombers to the toilet, and suddenly Kelvin came to me from the back initiating our surprise, so after the trip to the toilet, i called Russell, told him that we were going down and will meet him at starbucks for coffee. Then he used that voice (it was so so so funny), saying 'ehh, but havent pay yet', and i said, okay, we'ld meet you downstairs. Kelvin and I couldnt stop laughing. It was a real fight between our angels and devils leading us on i tell you. i was like, i felt so bad. What if he didnt have enough money? Kelvin said he would have, and he was so amused with the fact that Russell had to carry my bag down. (: Anyway, after going in to the service lift, we were laughing and talking and then Russell called, finally, and said he had no cash, and we burst out laughing again and said we'ld go up. In the midst, a worker with a huge dusty bin (the really big ones) came in, and we burst out laughing again, and he stepped on my foot again for the 18197598359625th time. (: hahahaha. Anyway, when we went up, Russell had that 'cant believe it' face and he told us that he thought we paid for it, haha, the irony! It was a great surprise, and oh no, Kelvin's going to be the next victim . HEH!
We decided on watching poseidon after using the elmination method and since it was starting in 4 minutes. (: Man i blew cash today. He didnt do the dare after all, such a spoiler! (: I'ld make him do that one day, i promise, hahaha. So we went in, and we all decided, we all had to watch XmenIII and all the other movies. Haha, i'm down for Da vinci Code, and Russell better not back out! (: Russell offered Bah kwa, hahaha, and kelvin and russell consumed the bah kwa with the exception of me. I wonder where did they stick it to, haha. The movie was not too bad actually. It was kind of an armaggedeon meets titanic movie. It was rather predictable, but we had fun bettting on who'ld die next. (: hahaha, i lost, old man didnt die after all. We were pretty much soaked off after the movie, but i was still so happy my exams were over. Actually, not too much, i mean, for a few moments, i felt like i was slacking and i was guilty, can you believe it?
Following that, we accompanied Kelvin to shop for deborah's birthday present. (: Deborah was the exact same girl i was last time, pink and all. Fascinating how people change so drastically. We also went to toysr'us to find a costume/masks for Kelvin because Deborah's birthday party's theme is 'i dont want to grow old' and he had to dress up as a non-human-out-of-a-children-story-book-cartoon-character. haha, he contemplated on the darth vader mask, in the end, decided to not participate in fufilling the theme, aww man. So our day kind of ended there, and Russell had to walk back home to have tuition, while Kelvin and I walked towards the mrt interchange together. (: I saw Aisyah and Safirah on the way, looking gorgeous as usual.
Kelvin, Russell, thanks for today, it meant so much to me, much more than you think it was. And thanks for all the smiles, laughters, bahkwas, dares and the happy memories, thanks for being there for me on my happiest day in these few weeks. (: Let's do go out once more and many many more times alright? (: We can continue surprising each other, haha, and Russell, bring the truth or dare book! (: heh, next is my turn alright? Okay, before this gets too mushy, i'ld end the day's events with my phrase of the day, EXAMS ARE OVER, SO HAPPY! *claps. (please imagine a very very happy looking Angel clapping her hands like a small little kid with eyes filled with jubilation, yeah, that's it. )
Okay, sorry for that intricately described happy day of mine, albeit like a granny story. (: Here's what i really really have to say., and whatever is going within me right now.
On school issues, i've read my friends' blogs, amongst them are cornee, naz, the rest. Cornee is one that i loved most, you know why? It was the blatant truth, like a tight slap on the cheek, waking you up to reality. His post was not about inspiring or giving encouragement, it was about the truth, and this is why, he still remains as one of the friends i admire the most.
Inspiring quotes like mine and the rest, oh yes, they're good to hear, nice to see, but they can only help so much. From the start of the year, I've tried as much as i can to help in everyway i can, to be there and reach out for everyone. It was Russell who woke me up and told me that in life, you cant reach out to everyone, but to that few you do, it's all worth it. And yes, i'ld continue giving you all all the help and inspiration, support you need, only if you let me. It's going to be a two-way thing. The mid-years were a good wake up call for me, was it for you? I hope so, and cornelius and I have already planned some studying dates during the hols, we'ld make sure everyone gets into study groups and start studying not later, but now. How long are you going to wait? Don't give yourself excuses, you're only being a fool. If you find it hard to discipline yourself, seek help, we'ld always be here. Actually, i'm not too sure what i'm typing or what my intended outcome or message is, it's just that, i felt this was necessary. Regarding the clique issue, cliques are alright, to a certain extent. It depends who makes up the clique really and whether the clique is successful in acheiving what they want together. Talking about cliques, i do not fancy cliques much, maybe it's because i dont belong in one, not anymore. If you do realise, i'm pretty much alone these days, and I know it. It's not that i refuse to talk to anyone, or i'm being anti social, it's just that when i dont reach out, i'm left alone. When I dont go to people, I'm left alone, when i dont laugh and joke around, I'm left alone. As I've told pretty much people already, on the surface, I'm your average insane sunshine girl who's surrounded by tons of friends. I've asked myself, am i that fortunate? Indeed, i've tons of friends, but who are the real ones, who are the fair-weather ones, I, for once, am not sure and do not wish to judge. Ask yourself, are you just being a friend for image, to look like you're popular, to feel wanted, just for the sake of company, because you're afraid to be alone? If you are, then i tell you, you're a hypocrite. Don't try to be friends because of this and of that, at the end of the day, you'ld end up with none. Friends are there for each other, through thick and through thin, are the source of light when there is darkness. Please don't even have the guts to say you're a friend if you're not even bothered if your friend was in need, it'ld only shun off people. I may not be the perfect friend, but i can confidently say i am a friend. It's just that this exam period has opened my eyes to certain issues i was so conservative about. This is just me, i'ld rather have no friends then be filled with fair-weather friends. So, i'ld just brush off whatever made me slightly unhappy today, it was measely and i do not want to sulk over it anyway. To whoever who feels offended after reading this, I'm sorry but this is only my opinions, if you beg to differ, you have your freedom to do so. To my friends, this is to you, I love you.
Sorry for the granny tale. (: The end.
the time is 4:07 AM
Hey there pretty/handsome (:
I've a huge smile plastered on my face right now. No prizes for guessing, MY EXAMS ARE OVER. (: And since no one asked me out to celebrate this joyous occasion, kelvin and russell were there to spend this oh-so-happy day with me, and we had the greatest time ever. If you're really free, read on and share the laughters we had, enjoy..
I met Kelvin first outside small mac, and we talked about our little surprise we had for Russell while we anticipated his arrival and his surprise for us. Lo and Behold, he came with a stubble, a nucleated stubby stubble. (: That was his surprise, haha, and he was so insecured over it! Actually, i thought it looked quite good, it's just that i was not used to the sight of Russell having a goatee. Anyway, he was so anxious about the surprise, wait till he finds out. (:
So we decided on Billy Bombers after eliminating Soup restaurant and jack's place, and upon reaching century square, the escalators were switched off. Our stridding begun, losing calories before our big feast. We started our talk when we were happily seated, consisting of Betty, my dear unproportionally obese bunny plush whom i love with all my heart, the service there (:, and Rusty, Russell's thin but not-so-thin penguin plush, Kelvin's never-ending list of holidays (damn that got me jealous), the fact that my exams are over (x10,000000). Russell ate a rotijohn-looking thing, Kelvin, chicken if was not wrong and i had seafood pasta. (: They had lovely milkshakes, that reminds me, Russell was interested in working at New Zealand Natural so he can 'kop' the icecream there, so i was making fun of him that his stubble might fall into the icecream. Vanilla into cookies and cream, mint into chocolate chip mint. (: haha, me and my vast imagination. Oh well, we had a blast chatting about everything and then we played truth or dare with a book Russell bought from australia, (: it was so funny. I asked him to choose a number, he chose 7, and i picked dare for him (obviously) and HAHAHA, his dare was to pretend to be a lost puppy and to convice Kelvin to bring him home. And he really whimpered, with that look on his face, together with his stubble, it was hysterical. (: If only we caught that on tape, man, never mind, it'ld take pretty long for us to forget that scenario. haha, and it was Kelvin's turn, he picked 18 (our favourite numbers, because our birthday dates are on the 18th! (:), and i picked dare once more, but it was boring so i picked another one, and he had to be a robot and pretend to have a short circuit, and he supposedly promised us that he'ld do it infront of the ticketing counter later on. And finally (drum rolls please...) it was time.
I made my way out of Billy Bombers to the toilet, and suddenly Kelvin came to me from the back initiating our surprise, so after the trip to the toilet, i called Russell, told him that we were going down and will meet him at starbucks for coffee. Then he used that voice (it was so so so funny), saying 'ehh, but havent pay yet', and i said, okay, we'ld meet you downstairs. Kelvin and I couldnt stop laughing. It was a real fight between our angels and devils leading us on i tell you. i was like, i felt so bad. What if he didnt have enough money? Kelvin said he would have, and he was so amused with the fact that Russell had to carry my bag down. (: Anyway, after going in to the service lift, we were laughing and talking and then Russell called, finally, and said he had no cash, and we burst out laughing again and said we'ld go up. In the midst, a worker with a huge dusty bin (the really big ones) came in, and we burst out laughing again, and he stepped on my foot again for the 18197598359625th time. (: hahahaha. Anyway, when we went up, Russell had that 'cant believe it' face and he told us that he thought we paid for it, haha, the irony! It was a great surprise, and oh no, Kelvin's going to be the next victim . HEH!
We decided on watching poseidon after using the elmination method and since it was starting in 4 minutes. (: Man i blew cash today. He didnt do the dare after all, such a spoiler! (: I'ld make him do that one day, i promise, hahaha. So we went in, and we all decided, we all had to watch XmenIII and all the other movies. Haha, i'm down for Da vinci Code, and Russell better not back out! (: Russell offered Bah kwa, hahaha, and kelvin and russell consumed the bah kwa with the exception of me. I wonder where did they stick it to, haha. The movie was not too bad actually. It was kind of an armaggedeon meets titanic movie. It was rather predictable, but we had fun bettting on who'ld die next. (: hahaha, i lost, old man didnt die after all. We were pretty much soaked off after the movie, but i was still so happy my exams were over. Actually, not too much, i mean, for a few moments, i felt like i was slacking and i was guilty, can you believe it?
Following that, we accompanied Kelvin to shop for deborah's birthday present. (: Deborah was the exact same girl i was last time, pink and all. Fascinating how people change so drastically. We also went to toysr'us to find a costume/masks for Kelvin because Deborah's birthday party's theme is 'i dont want to grow old' and he had to dress up as a non-human-out-of-a-children-story-book-cartoon-character. haha, he contemplated on the darth vader mask, in the end, decided to not participate in fufilling the theme, aww man. So our day kind of ended there, and Russell had to walk back home to have tuition, while Kelvin and I walked towards the mrt interchange together. (: I saw Aisyah and Safirah on the way, looking gorgeous as usual.
Kelvin, Russell, thanks for today, it meant so much to me, much more than you think it was. And thanks for all the smiles, laughters, bahkwas, dares and the happy memories, thanks for being there for me on my happiest day in these few weeks. (: Let's do go out once more and many many more times alright? (: We can continue surprising each other, haha, and Russell, bring the truth or dare book! (: heh, next is my turn alright? Okay, before this gets too mushy, i'ld end the day's events with my phrase of the day, EXAMS ARE OVER, SO HAPPY! *claps. (please imagine a very very happy looking Angel clapping her hands like a small little kid with eyes filled with jubilation, yeah, that's it. )
Okay, sorry for that intricately described happy day of mine, albeit like a granny story. (: Here's what i really really have to say., and whatever is going within me right now.
On school issues, i've read my friends' blogs, amongst them are cornee, naz, the rest. Cornee is one that i loved most, you know why? It was the blatant truth, like a tight slap on the cheek, waking you up to reality. His post was not about inspiring or giving encouragement, it was about the truth, and this is why, he still remains as one of the friends i admire the most.
Inspiring quotes like mine and the rest, oh yes, they're good to hear, nice to see, but they can only help so much. From the start of the year, I've tried as much as i can to help in everyway i can, to be there and reach out for everyone. It was Russell who woke me up and told me that in life, you cant reach out to everyone, but to that few you do, it's all worth it. And yes, i'ld continue giving you all all the help and inspiration, support you need, only if you let me. It's going to be a two-way thing. The mid-years were a good wake up call for me, was it for you? I hope so, and cornelius and I have already planned some studying dates during the hols, we'ld make sure everyone gets into study groups and start studying not later, but now. How long are you going to wait? Don't give yourself excuses, you're only being a fool. If you find it hard to discipline yourself, seek help, we'ld always be here. Actually, i'm not too sure what i'm typing or what my intended outcome or message is, it's just that, i felt this was necessary. Regarding the clique issue, cliques are alright, to a certain extent. It depends who makes up the clique really and whether the clique is successful in acheiving what they want together. Talking about cliques, i do not fancy cliques much, maybe it's because i dont belong in one, not anymore. If you do realise, i'm pretty much alone these days, and I know it. It's not that i refuse to talk to anyone, or i'm being anti social, it's just that when i dont reach out, i'm left alone. When I dont go to people, I'm left alone, when i dont laugh and joke around, I'm left alone. As I've told pretty much people already, on the surface, I'm your average insane sunshine girl who's surrounded by tons of friends. I've asked myself, am i that fortunate? Indeed, i've tons of friends, but who are the real ones, who are the fair-weather ones, I, for once, am not sure and do not wish to judge. Ask yourself, are you just being a friend for image, to look like you're popular, to feel wanted, just for the sake of company, because you're afraid to be alone? If you are, then i tell you, you're a hypocrite. Don't try to be friends because of this and of that, at the end of the day, you'ld end up with none. Friends are there for each other, through thick and through thin, are the source of light when there is darkness. Please don't even have the guts to say you're a friend if you're not even bothered if your friend was in need, it'ld only shun off people. I may not be the perfect friend, but i can confidently say i am a friend. It's just that this exam period has opened my eyes to certain issues i was so conservative about. This is just me, i'ld rather have no friends then be filled with fair-weather friends. So, i'ld just brush off whatever made me slightly unhappy today, it was measely and i do not want to sulk over it anyway. To whoever who feels offended after reading this, I'm sorry but this is only my opinions, if you beg to differ, you have your freedom to do so. To my friends, this is to you, I love you.
Sorry for the granny tale. (: The end.
the time is 4:07 AM