Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Hi sunshine, I've had two thousand things on my mind prior to writing this. I'm hoping I'm left with none when I'm finished with this. So if you really have nothing else more important to do besides spending your time reading this super !#(*#%(*$% post and judging me for what I've wrote, maybe you'd like to click the "x" button, and do 2000 push-ups or something. (:
Firstly, daddy always told me that getting involved in two million (pardon the hyperbole) activites at once is akin to not participating at all, because what are the chance of you excelling in everyone of them? You'd just feel like you're overdoing, over-participating, and you're left exhausted and exasperated. And there's so much truth in his words of wisdom. I've the GIC-scholarship interview, OGL auditions, pre-U Seminar interview, being in charge of the E club J1's project for V-day, SMU's service project, preparations for Sir Munchkin's Temasek Idol Auditions, preparation for taking my performance diploma in piano and the list goes on. There's a limit to "taking every opportunity and making good use of them", true enough. I'm truly exhausted at this point in time, especially with all the upcoming tests and topics to conquer. The only time I can be focussed with one thing is when I need to go to the toilet. (: hahahhahaha. Being busy with all this, however, I find it easier to be contented with happiness I receive. I find little actions of love, laughter, and little thoughts to have the utmost power to make my day. However busy I am though, I don't see the reason to voice out all my activites to other people. It's hardly going to serve any purpose and it only makes me seem like I'm actually shoving my other responsibilities just because of the excuse "I'm busy with other work" which I used so commonly when I was younger. We're all on the same platform when it comes to doing work, and Shaikha, my best friend, and I, have an urge to kill anyone in our path who uses that excuse. (: Anyway, this is where time management comes in, and I'm slowly altering my discipline level because there's so much more demanded of you in JC life. Busy as I am, I still find fun in all that I do. (: I mean, what's life for if you don't?
Secondly, results are coming out on friday. Astoundingly as it seems, I don't feel an urge to be nervous at all. No, it's not that I'm confident, it's just that the mentality of "what's done is done" is embedded in me and I won't try to convince anyone "not to worry" because, we are, after all, humans. (: This may sound a little crazy, but I'm starting to feel attached to this place, I reckon I'd be staying here, that's if, my results allow me to. However, during physics lesson, I suddenly felt compelled to go to poly and I thought about it. True enough, these two years of curriculum serves, basically, no purpose in my future goal, besides showing my future employers that I meet the benchmark required to be labelled as "employable". The friends who know me well will know that I'm definitely a poly girl by heart since I'm so head-on in my ambition of being a successful businesswoman. The years in poly will not only give me a headstart, but also give me the experiences and exposure needed to have an edge in the future. Hahaha, but hey, I can always be a jc girl by status and a poly girl at heart. :D
You know how sometimes, you're wondering where a person might be, or just having a random thought about a person, and suddenly, they appear right in front of your very eyes? (: It's happening to me oh-so-frequently nowadays.
Alright, my eyes are really strained and all I want to do is sleep when I really have to go and do my work for tomorrow. (: Take care sunshine.
the time is 6:20 AM
Hi sunshine, I've had two thousand things on my mind prior to writing this. I'm hoping I'm left with none when I'm finished with this. So if you really have nothing else more important to do besides spending your time reading this super !#(*#%(*$% post and judging me for what I've wrote, maybe you'd like to click the "x" button, and do 2000 push-ups or something. (:
Firstly, daddy always told me that getting involved in two million (pardon the hyperbole) activites at once is akin to not participating at all, because what are the chance of you excelling in everyone of them? You'd just feel like you're overdoing, over-participating, and you're left exhausted and exasperated. And there's so much truth in his words of wisdom. I've the GIC-scholarship interview, OGL auditions, pre-U Seminar interview, being in charge of the E club J1's project for V-day, SMU's service project, preparations for Sir Munchkin's Temasek Idol Auditions, preparation for taking my performance diploma in piano and the list goes on. There's a limit to "taking every opportunity and making good use of them", true enough. I'm truly exhausted at this point in time, especially with all the upcoming tests and topics to conquer. The only time I can be focussed with one thing is when I need to go to the toilet. (: hahahhahaha. Being busy with all this, however, I find it easier to be contented with happiness I receive. I find little actions of love, laughter, and little thoughts to have the utmost power to make my day. However busy I am though, I don't see the reason to voice out all my activites to other people. It's hardly going to serve any purpose and it only makes me seem like I'm actually shoving my other responsibilities just because of the excuse "I'm busy with other work" which I used so commonly when I was younger. We're all on the same platform when it comes to doing work, and Shaikha, my best friend, and I, have an urge to kill anyone in our path who uses that excuse. (: Anyway, this is where time management comes in, and I'm slowly altering my discipline level because there's so much more demanded of you in JC life. Busy as I am, I still find fun in all that I do. (: I mean, what's life for if you don't?
Secondly, results are coming out on friday. Astoundingly as it seems, I don't feel an urge to be nervous at all. No, it's not that I'm confident, it's just that the mentality of "what's done is done" is embedded in me and I won't try to convince anyone "not to worry" because, we are, after all, humans. (: This may sound a little crazy, but I'm starting to feel attached to this place, I reckon I'd be staying here, that's if, my results allow me to. However, during physics lesson, I suddenly felt compelled to go to poly and I thought about it. True enough, these two years of curriculum serves, basically, no purpose in my future goal, besides showing my future employers that I meet the benchmark required to be labelled as "employable". The friends who know me well will know that I'm definitely a poly girl by heart since I'm so head-on in my ambition of being a successful businesswoman. The years in poly will not only give me a headstart, but also give me the experiences and exposure needed to have an edge in the future. Hahaha, but hey, I can always be a jc girl by status and a poly girl at heart. :D
You know how sometimes, you're wondering where a person might be, or just having a random thought about a person, and suddenly, they appear right in front of your very eyes? (: It's happening to me oh-so-frequently nowadays.
Alright, my eyes are really strained and all I want to do is sleep when I really have to go and do my work for tomorrow. (: Take care sunshine.
the time is 6:20 AM