Thursday, March 01, 2007
I just realised that I've been feeling too much this days, thinking too much, about every little thing that makes up my life. As emotional as it may sound, as different this is to the Angel you all know, this is, afterall, a part of me too. Sometimes, in school, because of certain matters, that highness in me tears apart, and suddenly all i want to do is run away to be alone. But somehow, there's a part of me that years to erase that feeling to remain that sunshine for my friends, because I know that, they might just be feeling the same way too. So, if you ever seeing me drinking my watermelon juice, you know just what's on my mind.
I've been really tied up with work nowadays. There's so much to be done, sleeping at 12am is already a feat.
I suddenly miss all my secondary school friends..
Hiang ling: I miss your laughter, your fun-natured ways, the way you always go out of the way to make us laugh.
Li Fang: your sweetness, your kind-hearted demeanour, I can't seem to forget that smile of yours.
Hui Hoon: for all your laughters with me, for the times you confided in me, for the times you lent a ear, for the times you were strong, you were an inspiration to me.
Shaikha: what can I say girl, those hugs, those tears, those laughters, those smiles, those moments, you'd always be my bestie.
Safirah: I hate vjc, because it has took you away from my arms. Where have you gone? I miss you so, i miss spending my time with you just doing nothing at all. I miss you, my bestie.
Aisyah: your pretty face, and your sweetness and ever-sophistic manner, you'd always be my bestie too.
Kai Wu: your cuteness (: and your ability to say the right words to make my day, you've been that sunshine.
Sham: for your cheerfulness, for your strong will. Thanks my teddy bear, I'd never ever forget you.
And to the rest: I miss you all, Secondary Four Nurture will always have that special place in my heart. Yes, I'm crying now, because all I desire is for us to spend time together again. I love everyone of you.
I can feel myself snapping, breaking apart. I need some time, some time away from all this, and the only person who can save me is myself.
I love you.
the time is 4:29 AM
I just realised that I've been feeling too much this days, thinking too much, about every little thing that makes up my life. As emotional as it may sound, as different this is to the Angel you all know, this is, afterall, a part of me too. Sometimes, in school, because of certain matters, that highness in me tears apart, and suddenly all i want to do is run away to be alone. But somehow, there's a part of me that years to erase that feeling to remain that sunshine for my friends, because I know that, they might just be feeling the same way too. So, if you ever seeing me drinking my watermelon juice, you know just what's on my mind.
I've been really tied up with work nowadays. There's so much to be done, sleeping at 12am is already a feat.
I suddenly miss all my secondary school friends..
Hiang ling: I miss your laughter, your fun-natured ways, the way you always go out of the way to make us laugh.
Li Fang: your sweetness, your kind-hearted demeanour, I can't seem to forget that smile of yours.
Hui Hoon: for all your laughters with me, for the times you confided in me, for the times you lent a ear, for the times you were strong, you were an inspiration to me.
Shaikha: what can I say girl, those hugs, those tears, those laughters, those smiles, those moments, you'd always be my bestie.
Safirah: I hate vjc, because it has took you away from my arms. Where have you gone? I miss you so, i miss spending my time with you just doing nothing at all. I miss you, my bestie.
Aisyah: your pretty face, and your sweetness and ever-sophistic manner, you'd always be my bestie too.
Kai Wu: your cuteness (: and your ability to say the right words to make my day, you've been that sunshine.
Sham: for your cheerfulness, for your strong will. Thanks my teddy bear, I'd never ever forget you.
And to the rest: I miss you all, Secondary Four Nurture will always have that special place in my heart. Yes, I'm crying now, because all I desire is for us to spend time together again. I love everyone of you.
I can feel myself snapping, breaking apart. I need some time, some time away from all this, and the only person who can save me is myself.
I love you.
the time is 4:29 AM