Saturday, November 25, 2006
Honestly, I've came to this page almost everyday with a want to type out something.
I often stop after "hey sunshine" because I'm lost at what to write.
Perhaps it's because I've been spending too much time contemplating whether I should write out some things that are meant to be kept to myself.
That said, I probably should.
In any case, I wont be updating that often anymore, because this blog is becoming too plastic for me, and it starkly reminds me of who I'm becoming, because I'm losing the people whom I can be myself around.
It's funny how many people mould my definition for friends. This post is getting too negative for my liking. Perhaps I need a rest, I just want to be alone, go gymming, read a book, be the independent me.
I asked someone this question 8 years ago , do you have a friend you can call at 4a.m. to cry to, to tell a random joke with or just be yourself around without getting judged?
I dont. And I sickly need a friend now.
the time is 4:00 AM
Honestly, I've came to this page almost everyday with a want to type out something.
I often stop after "hey sunshine" because I'm lost at what to write.
Perhaps it's because I've been spending too much time contemplating whether I should write out some things that are meant to be kept to myself.
That said, I probably should.
In any case, I wont be updating that often anymore, because this blog is becoming too plastic for me, and it starkly reminds me of who I'm becoming, because I'm losing the people whom I can be myself around.
It's funny how many people mould my definition for friends. This post is getting too negative for my liking. Perhaps I need a rest, I just want to be alone, go gymming, read a book, be the independent me.
I asked someone this question 8 years ago , do you have a friend you can call at 4a.m. to cry to, to tell a random joke with or just be yourself around without getting judged?
I dont. And I sickly need a friend now.
the time is 4:00 AM