Wednesday, March 21, 2007
(: there is one way, and only one way to differentiate me and the rest of the "angelina"'s in the world. my MOTOR CAR laughter. :D It drives people mad, but i like! (: i go, " hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha" (: haha, you get the picture? because I do. :D haha, i laughed for like one hour non stop today with chun han, nan xiao, carian they all and after which, my eyes were sore, i don't know why either. (:
Anyway, I'm really sick and tired of my "mini pewny short tiny sailormoon" tj uniform skirt and my "oversized baggy wanna-be-ah lian" tj blouse. oh for the muffin of it. I DID NOT ASK FOR that big a blouse, uncle said that i should wear that size. (ps it's super "hot", i perspire like mad in it) AND I DID NOT ALTER MY BLOODY SAI GREEN SKIRT. My skirt was made to measure, and the stupid uncle measured wrongly and it ended up so short, which I'm VERY uncomfortable in, WHICH is very bad since I like to be comfortable in my own skin. But thank goodness, I'm getting a replacement!!!!! :D YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. please, don't even think I'm crazy for over reacting because Angel DOES NOT look good in a "sailor moon" skirt. (: It's awful to get stares at the people around you, and it kind of puts me down in a tiny way, but in any case, I'm still proud of the way I look, sailormoon or not. (:
Seeing all the soccer girls' blogs and their photos, videos, and thinking about shaz, it kind of makes me want to go join soccer, but it clashes with my e club meetings, and i'm really not soccer material. The only 3 times I played soccer were the same time I skinned my knee from tripping over the ball. ((: you do NOT want Angel to play for Teejay, no you dont.
Anyway, (: Been closer to Chun han, nan xiao, carian, brina lately. (: They're such darlings, haha, and thanks to carian who said my momma is pretty. (:
These few days, I've been missing alot of people, esp the pae2207. Shaz, Aishah, Yu Bing, Wang Jing, Elisse, Elliot, Ajani, Edwin Zhang. You all have been my sunshines, and I love you all, esp Banana and my aishah. Thinking of it makes me sad, yet I'd be strong for you both, you both've got to be strong too alright?
The five of us, will always remain a beautiful memory of mine. I know I've never been one of you girls, and I know I've never been really accepted, but know that if one day, one day alongst the road, you ever need a friend, you know i'm always, always a call away. I love you, but I know its time to let go.
I saw you today, while i was going down the stairs. I didn't want to look into your eyes. I didnt want to see your smile. I didn't want to see you. I tried to hide, I tried to run away. I guess this is the only way, the only way to turn back time.
gymming, running seems like my way of "screaming" these days.
the time is 1:32 AM
(: there is one way, and only one way to differentiate me and the rest of the "angelina"'s in the world. my MOTOR CAR laughter. :D It drives people mad, but i like! (: i go, " hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha" (: haha, you get the picture? because I do. :D haha, i laughed for like one hour non stop today with chun han, nan xiao, carian they all and after which, my eyes were sore, i don't know why either. (:
Anyway, I'm really sick and tired of my "mini pewny short tiny sailormoon" tj uniform skirt and my "oversized baggy wanna-be-ah lian" tj blouse. oh for the muffin of it. I DID NOT ASK FOR that big a blouse, uncle said that i should wear that size. (ps it's super "hot", i perspire like mad in it) AND I DID NOT ALTER MY BLOODY SAI GREEN SKIRT. My skirt was made to measure, and the stupid uncle measured wrongly and it ended up so short, which I'm VERY uncomfortable in, WHICH is very bad since I like to be comfortable in my own skin. But thank goodness, I'm getting a replacement!!!!! :D YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. please, don't even think I'm crazy for over reacting because Angel DOES NOT look good in a "sailor moon" skirt. (: It's awful to get stares at the people around you, and it kind of puts me down in a tiny way, but in any case, I'm still proud of the way I look, sailormoon or not. (:
Seeing all the soccer girls' blogs and their photos, videos, and thinking about shaz, it kind of makes me want to go join soccer, but it clashes with my e club meetings, and i'm really not soccer material. The only 3 times I played soccer were the same time I skinned my knee from tripping over the ball. ((: you do NOT want Angel to play for Teejay, no you dont.
Anyway, (: Been closer to Chun han, nan xiao, carian, brina lately. (: They're such darlings, haha, and thanks to carian who said my momma is pretty. (:
These few days, I've been missing alot of people, esp the pae2207. Shaz, Aishah, Yu Bing, Wang Jing, Elisse, Elliot, Ajani, Edwin Zhang. You all have been my sunshines, and I love you all, esp Banana and my aishah. Thinking of it makes me sad, yet I'd be strong for you both, you both've got to be strong too alright?
The five of us, will always remain a beautiful memory of mine. I know I've never been one of you girls, and I know I've never been really accepted, but know that if one day, one day alongst the road, you ever need a friend, you know i'm always, always a call away. I love you, but I know its time to let go.
I saw you today, while i was going down the stairs. I didn't want to look into your eyes. I didnt want to see your smile. I didn't want to see you. I tried to hide, I tried to run away. I guess this is the only way, the only way to turn back time.
gymming, running seems like my way of "screaming" these days.
the time is 1:32 AM