Thursday, November 30, 2006
I am deeply amused and antagonized by the word 'friends'.
I refuse to make known my reasons of pain and needs of company for a face and response of pity and sympathy.
In that case, it's much better to be alone.
Call me a loner, pathetic, unsociable.
Because somehow, I don't really care anymore.
As if holidays are meant to be happy and chirpy, however much I try to be.
They're bleak, black, and they open my eyes to betrayal, lies and selfishness.
I welcome the o's back again anytime soon.
the time is 12:56 AM
I am deeply amused and antagonized by the word 'friends'.
I refuse to make known my reasons of pain and needs of company for a face and response of pity and sympathy.
In that case, it's much better to be alone.
Call me a loner, pathetic, unsociable.
Because somehow, I don't really care anymore.
As if holidays are meant to be happy and chirpy, however much I try to be.
They're bleak, black, and they open my eyes to betrayal, lies and selfishness.
I welcome the o's back again anytime soon.
the time is 12:56 AM